Thursday, January 26, 2006

way away


xcountry was .. (ran half of the journey. started with chasing joyce the crazy sudden energy spurter girl.)
it feels as though mcritchie shrunk
cj last year, i ran the whole 3.2 and it was never ending.

ystd @ mannie's was funfunfun (lost money playing the never ending in-between thanks to unexplainable evil money-sucking patch of floor, watched Butterfly Effect in 'cinema', played pool, 'snacked' over pizza........)
her villa house is wowowow.

but tell me just what has it ever meant


It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down


off to meet Steph.
too depressive for school.

tings miss you too much! things are never the same..read my mail?

Monday, January 23, 2006

the future freaks me out


let's fade together

franz ferdinand's fade together makes you feel like pointing your toesies and prance around..haha.


today was productive shoppinggg :DD
was one hyped up girl before the trip, and am fully contented now..
with 4 tops, a lil warehouse pouch, earrings..
it's been a month!
more stuff to get though. there always are..

hrmm, caught geisha a few days back..
was 4.5 popcorns worthy!
zzy is hotttt.
but gongli beats her hands down..
sweet ice and coy looks, lil chiyo and chairman, hahah.

i hope next week would successfully be catching up week..
the cny reunion mood is getting to me.

okay and the phrase catching up reminds me of my truckload of work which i have conveniently left behind me :hope to get some done at mp lib w phi tmrw (:


If you'd be honest and say what you mean
You know I would promise i'd do anything
Because I know that without you I'm giving it away.



it's never the quantity, but the quality. yes? (:
it really doesn't bother me.

tings girll, :c check your mail! miss you lotsss. doing up new songs in your poddie now, hahas. reminds me of us squashed up in one bed in mandarin (even though there were two beds), listening to calendar girl over and over.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

silent running


thursdays are an absolute waste of my time
can't believe ive been dutifully going to school despite having to attend on PE lessons..what is this!

but school is getting a tad more bearable..
even the compound's increasingly appealing!

feels like i'm rotting my life away
it's like you're sitting in a window seat in the train and watching your world happen outside from inside in wonder.

but then again sometimes
there are birds and bees (i see them as er, embodiments of wonderful happenings, haha.)
(:


torrential downpours but also birds and bees, yes.

hahah.
immensely incoherent i am.


yay!
charm is finally spared from the clutches (and bruises) of rhythmic for a day!
Geisha tmrw (:

steph and i, and a cardiff grove makes studying impossible. guess we need a marine parade library. hahah.


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Sunday, January 15, 2006

but you left


If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last


tings, youre greatly missed..

actually i miss a great deal of people..
when school started everyone just scurried off.
oh well.
another week of school ahead!
takes in a deep breath..
here we go.


p.s i love the swings at night (:

Saturday, January 14, 2006

straightjacket feeling


everyday, i stop short at deciphering/ deciding what i'm going to be like.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

all of the things that i thought were so easy
now seem harder and harder each day



i watched the raindrops trickle
through and in the window
i blink in the thunder
it's snowing this summer.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

stars; calendar girl


If I am lost for a day,
try and find me
But if I don't come back,
then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is the darkest
And June is the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl whos in love with the world stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world stay alive
I dreamed I was dying
as I so often do
And when I awoke
I was sure it was true
I ran to the window
threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,
please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,
I can't always breath
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning,
I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive
November, December, all through the winter,
I'm alive


pretty (:
will someone pleaseeee send me this..

hrm.
why is my google and blogger in Chinese?!?!


favourite hangout these days = hole up the Meritus Mandarin,
something to look forward to after school..
not for long though..
good things come with expiry dates.

alrighttt.
am off to scribble some econs. :/

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

was almost perfect


you know there are times when i feel like wriggling into a little hole and hibernate in there till its safe to come out.
now is one of those days..

school sucks.
you form so many queer and uncanny relationships in junior colleges.

by the way,
horrid haircut.
don't ask.

it's gonna be a longgg year.

but, for forming those smiles on my face, thanks (:*